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Gandaria at 10am

  I loved it when everything has meaning. Song has meaning, your story has meaning, even your lie means truly who you are. It's fine i guess. Oh well, i spend the whole day today resting and detach all the heavy rocks for a while. Even drinking teh kotak while we busy scrolling on our own phone and not talking more feels like i am completely fine. After an exhausted day, tiring, still, there's a room for my being "too much" Real definition of you always have a room for my being "too much"

Takdir?

Titik paling ujung pada waktu pasrah dan memutuskan untuk moving on, pada akhirnya akan misunderstand satu sama lain, jadi penjahat di cerita masing-masing. padahal gaada manusia yg mau jadi jahat, padahal kenyataannya memang we both speak different language of defending ourself, our own feeling, itu udah kebawa dari alam bawah sadar, yang kemudian aksinya keluar dan sulit diterima oleh yang bersangkutan.  Artinya apa? Yang paling baik adalah bukan orang lain, tapi diri sendiri dalam menyelamatkan hati perasaan diri. This is why we need to look not only from the outside tetapi inside juga sangat sangat penting. Tapi apa lagi arti dari semuanya ini? Takdir