mom's hug

   mah aku kaya gini karna kurang duit aja, coba kalo banyak. instead of ngarepin cowo mending aku keliling dunia. cowo gila ya mah, suami mamah aja ninggalin, ih geleuh bgt. dasar miskin, mokondo, bapaku ini mengajarkan cowo memang menjijikan. memang benar, jangan tersinggung kalo baca ini, cewe butuh bukti, bukan perlu nanggepin bapermu itu,jijik

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